Why are boys never straight up. They always beat around the bushes. Never saying anything until you get to them. If you don’t want to be a man and say so. Don’t make me waste my time trying to get you to do something when you don’t want to. You always think Ohh you’re going to be upset when I say no. No, that’s not why I’m upset. I’m upset because you made me waste my time and effort. Stop wasting my time and start thinking for yourself.
Boys
Why do I feel the need to talk to you again. Its so pathetic if I do but damn it’s like I got no dignity anymore. At the same time like what Yu says about forgiving the people who even screw you over. Technically he didn’t screw me over but hurt me the same way I guess. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I didn’t go to that party. What if I didn’t start talking to you. If I didn’t nothin would have happened and we wouldn’t be in this awkward position. What if I didn’t try the vap and didn’t get fucked. I would have never fell asleep and nothin would have happened. I would just go home and be done. It’s crazy to know this always happens. The type of guys I would usually go for are the bad boy types. Thought I would change as a person stop going for bad boys. He did NOT seem like a bad boy AT ALL. Never in a million years would think so and yet he’s like that. Maybe he’s not a bad boy but guys do probably all have the same mentality.
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